This is not my first attempt at blogging. As such, previous blog entries will be seamlessly integrated within this blog through the feature: Throwbacks. This blog post was written during winter break of my junior year, at a time when I thought I could have an STD.
A lot can happen in three to five business days. Packages can travel
halfway around the world, foot-high snow piles can evaporate back into
the parking spot from whence it came, me and my brother could hit level
fifty in Call of Duty. Anyways, my point is that three to five business
days is a pretty long period of time, especially when the countdown
starts on New Year's Eve, and New Year's Eve falls on a Thursday. While
at this point actually testing positive for the chlamydia virus is much more of a symbolic q tip up the dick hole
than physical, and while understanding that I did not spread the virus
to anyone, there is still a feeling of anxiety pushing forward with
regards to the wait for the test results. Now, why would I be anxious?
Is it because of the stigma that comes with actually contracting the
clap? Is it the fact that I can't have sex for a month, which isn't
nearly as far of a stretch from the standard as it sounds? Is it the
fact I would tell my parents, and have to deal with awkward lectures
that would put the typical anti-alcohol lecture to shame? There really
isn't a good enough reason for me to be this anxious about the results
of the test; normally I'm the type of person who can block anything out
if I try to.
What comes to mind as a conclusion for this
anxiousness is the lack of a precedent set before me. None of my friends
in either the 201 or the 215 have ever had a scare of this magnitude- a
scare that's more than a hunch. Can't ask the family either- I'd
probably end up on the front page of the Bayonne Times if I started
asking family members under the headline "Once-Promising Teenager
Contracts Chlamydia from Cum-Dumpster at Pennsylvania College." The only sources of true knowledge I have are the Internet and Mr. Waktola
at Planned Parenthood. I guess the deeper lesson that I've learned from
this besides the obvious "make sure you wear a bathing suit with mesh
if you're swimming in nuclear acid" is that I, by being incredibly
forward with my issue, might be able to help a friend or family member
who is unsure about testing. So, in conclusion, if you're scared about
something that could be sexually transmitted, come talk to me.
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